WHY?

i see this picture
and all i can ask is
"why?"
you were so happy
so beautiful.
why did it have to fall apart?
i begin crying.
i shouldnt have to cry
when i see you
overjoyed.
so why am i burdened
with this?
why am i burdened
with choosing
and feeling torn
between two halves
of myself?
why do these things happen?
why cant people find
happiness
every time?
why couldnt you;
with each other?
why do i have to cry
and hide it?
why did it have
to make so much sense
but be so confusing?
when can i stop asking
why?